Author: tq1695

It was comforting to never to find out
ignorance allowed pretence to pretend
that what imagination, sometimes imagined
may not have been true.

My predecessor had been a pain in the butt
lippy
a single target provocateur
never missing a chance to wind her up
to stick it to her.
But he had style – and got away with it,
it helped that the boss liked him.
Often, his mischief was funny
but sometimes it went too far –
personal turning professional … one department against another
and when he left,
resentment stayed behind: coiled and lurking.

And now it was payback
the chase of important paper
wind snatched and taunted along the pavement
almost
then spinning away
watched with such obvious gratification
rancour knows it was released …..  not escaped.

Superstition carries unspoken dread
and inadmissible truth.
I always feared she might die unexpectedly
or tragically
and I would experience no grief or shock
only relief,
it was comforting to never find out.

Sunday, the seasons are confused
the hope of spring, the maturity of summer,
high sun, perfumed grass, proud rhododendrons, ball games
the chill of the tackle has yielded to the warmth of bat and racket.

Couples stroll, dogs strain on leash
children pendulum through afternoon light.
High octane happiness shrills from
arcing swings and indefatigable flying fox.
An earnest footballer mindful of next season
or attempting to atone for the past
pants around in circular penance –
no blood, invisible tears, much sweat.

Stepping through the curtain of trees
into an amphitheatre of quiet
no noise, no flagrant joy, no ball games,
or spirited sibling tussles … but competition, different and serious.

A triangle of optimism and heartbreak
three vertices, two female, one male.
Just as cells synthesise cure to long extinct pathogens
middle-aged men activate the instinct of comparison
he seems rather plain and unprepossessing.
From the camouflage of distance speculation is fact.
An announcement :final – no appeal.
Two people leave … perhaps it’s only imagination.

Intuition is ambivalent, counselling retreat
and
anxious to be proved right.
I move into the space now filled by one
grief’s DNA splashes down her face. We both look away.

Two crimes drawing national attention
sentence passed almost concurrently
a doctor jailed for eight years for offences against patients
reduced to six by early admission of guilt
rape, indecent assault, emotional abuse
narcotic prescriptions in exchange for sex.

Three men and a woman hijack a security van
$900,000 stolen
no one threatened or injured
all monies recovered –
Justice dispenses nine years imprisonment.

Fact one.
Society values property more highly than people.

Generous approval is often given
to individuals with a pastime controlling of free time
an ornamental garden
a vintage car
a stamp collection
a period cello
a garage train set.

Fact two.
Those who would not trust someone alone
with
the garden
the vintage car
the stamp collection
the cello
the train set
will leave their children in the care of that same person.