There is a photo, him carrying me –
my father’s brother
framed by summer’s light and a dark stately car – his.
Part pose, part opportunity
as if he had paused and turned to oblige the watching camera
early 60’s, prosperity, peace and sensible hair.
Infancy stumbles to childhood
he lifts me into the trailer, drives gently to a stock free paddock
pulling out the kite and holding on,
one-handed
until I think it is me.
Childhood bustles to adolescence
I carry staples and hammer, he, fence posts and wire
he chainsaws a tree to firewood
I stack the trailer.
Adolescence arrives at adulthood
we lift hay bales from fields,
iron onto roofs
catch sheep for haircuts and pedicure.
A dark stately car and sunshine,
no photo
one of six
I carry him from it …. to the grave.