Posted in Unexpected

Literal

The gardener came with a warning
passed by corridor telegraph
don’t get caught alone with.
Talk and talk and talk
until captive ears escaped.
I wondered if he ever noticed
how swiftly a third-party needed his audience – “now.”
Perhaps not.
Occasionally he got lucky
collusion refusing to rescue
coffee time preferring amusement to valour
or a desperate smoker unable resist any longer
stepped outside and was sandbagged by monolog.
He could find a listener
like mosquitos a vein – and flies faeces.

Still he did a good job humanizing the industrial stark
and it must have been lonely
with only the silence of roses, rhododendrons, rows of flowers
and droning backchat of lawnmower
and he was endearing
in a bedraggled kind of way
always in need of a haircut and new teeth.

I would have found his individuality charming
except a refusal to comply
until
annoyance frustrated one time too many – to anger
pointed at the sign
hissing, “ can’t you…….”
And then realized
he couldn’t.

Posted in Unexpected

Epitaph

The deepest suffering
worse than mortgage foreclosure
greater than redundancy
more painful than divorce.
Death of a child.
what to say or do?
Inadequate finds new meaning.

Premature death has no formal hierarchy
grief seems most intense for early teenagers
perhaps it is the point where talent begins
childhood blurred possible
turns
adolescent bright probable.

Funeral home – oxymoron exemplar definitive
commerce supervising orderly, sanitised departure.
Hushed
white glove clean
lifestyle magazine gardens
static contradiction to energetic disorder of family dwelling.

A mechanical shuffle past solicitous ushers
printed orders of service.
Sit.
Stand.
Sing.
Accessible prayers
brief scripture
God as guest speaker not MC.
Biography
brutally short when death stakes its claim at 13.

The formalities complete
before refreshments and commitment
even internment is not possible on an empty stomach
an invitation for young people to share memories.

Several friends stumble through stage fright
downcast eyes, bravado deserted, a pause…
an acoustic conclusion seems to have been reached.
The celebrant directs grief’s traffic…. “one more perhaps.”

A classmate walks to and around the microphone
a train pulling into station
slowing – not stopping
“I just want everybody to know Jeremy didn’t die
without seeing a naked woman.”