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Null and Void

The Realtor said very few properties were this private.
True,
it was, like living in a small park – especially in summer,
step inside the gate and
disappear from view.

I was out the back – at the clothes line, hot
November sun
still an adolescent
the adult of January and February yet to flex muscles
but testosterone brimmed
feeling proud, how a farmer once described ram lambs.

Something caught…. slipped ..
dropping … regained
held in the mind’s palm. . . . turning it over..
familiar –
birds, traffic, construction … sounds
sound –
the gurgle of a baby known immediately to its mother
the soothe of the mother known to a baby.
The slap of door on frame
hushed – muffled, but… I’d know it anywhere.

They are in the conservatory
the door to inside ajar – it might have been me
two people
a young woman – smiling
and a youth unsure to run, or raise fists.
She is practised,
he, still learning.

It’s so hot she says, I was wondering if I could have water.
I oblige. She thanks me
and
nothing more is said, we both know the score –
I don’t inform . . . . and they won’t return.
Thieves’ honour
we’re all safe.

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Just for You

I employed him
he was young and newly child-ed
grateful
cooperative
malleable.

Chefs : temperamental, insubordinate, overweight, drunken
he was none
maybe a little pudgy
all that tasting
but the peace – after the last one.

It was the hours he said
early morning to just afternoon
perfect,
no nights or weekends,
no split shifts.
No diminished days.

After I left
his performance declined
no credit could be awarded to the old reign
or blame to the new.
It was just time –
amortized commitment,
depreciated truth,
more became less.

Management took the pulse – efficiency experts
“nothing for him to worry about – 15 out of 10.”
After the report, they offered choice.
Redundancy,
or restructured position –
Wednesday to Sunday, 10.30am to 7:00 p.m.

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Imprimatur

Mine was the fortunate generation
or indulged.
No conscription to eyeball fascism in Europe
or contain communist dominoes in Asia.
Education was without invoice
our money stood back
the government picked up the tab.

Deprived of oppressors, we found oppression –
apartheid: South Africa – their team –
our national game,
when the 80’s were one year old.

Everybody said it would be different this time,
the nation had come of age
blood on the streets
yeah. Right.
The last day
police charge
fleeing protesters trip and fall
batons like sledgehammers
boots
fists
a sergeant shouting: “ make sure blows count.”

Three teenaged women
run
blue uniforms pursue
trapped in a driveway. Struck, with police issue
long handled, fibre glass coated, metal core batons.

The millennium is one year old
two decades since
people said it was the nation’s coming-of-age –
the end of a suburban country,
the beginning of a metropolitan one

The editor reads my story
electrons through sand
banish the ink and paper of university.
Cyber chat clarifies discrepancies
the story is proofed – set to run.
Just one question
by voice – today at 2:30 p.m.
“ Now – this all really did happen?”