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Uber

I didn’t know him well – during or after
he didn’t do close, or small talk.
Cryptic –
once saying life was like running
some needed longer than others.
Casual when he employed me – as a casual – for three months,
pro forma felt obliged to offer credentials
seasonal worker he said
“one day’s notice, or eight hours pay.”  Got that.

Perhaps he had nothing to prove
or other responsibilities
wife, three children, large loan and stalking interest rates
left no discretionary attention.
The facts of employment life comprised our longest conversation
until
I told him about the position
and the interview.
Indigent, newly graduated, it was a great opportunity
“ Tuesday ” – could I have the day off.

He never actually gave permission
he didn’t say “ yes,”
or “okay,”
or even nod.
He stated I needed to be well turned out,
that it was too far to bike
He said, “you can borrow my car.”

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Homemade

Before cyberspace and ATM’s
banking was leisurely and simple.
Monday to Friday 10 am to 4 pm –
no exceptions.
For travellers a dilemma,
an early morning departure
and frantic journey,
or a bundle of notes, carefully concealed.
For cyclists,
a complex algorithm, calculate a reasonable arrival time
multiply by the certainty of a headwind and add the spite of terrain.

A long day looms
a cash injection is needed.
Wait back for the heat
or push hard?
The latter is chosen
slow hours on a sinister road.
Late. And cold. Simple needs,
a hot drink and something sweet.

A quick calculation. Coffee or fruit cake –
separate. Together is not possible,
decision : hot drink more beneficial to internal warming.
An invisible woman witnesses resolution of the quadratic.

In the echoing eating space
she becomes visible and sits adjacent,
coffee slides down, almost,
eyes meet.
She waves a hand over a plate
“my eyes were bigger than my stomach,
I’m full,
would you like it ”– fruit cake.

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Explicit

Six days beginning to end
five nights
and five mornings.
Four of 24
plus the last two of the first
and first 10 of the sixth…… One hundred and thirty two hours
132 hrs where memory only remembers breathing …. and.

I was impulsive in most things
why should this be different?
Emotion rushed forward, proclaimed wonderment
and proposed commitment.
She smiled
a smile Mona Lisa would classify cryptic.
Two palms placed themselves on my cheeks
chestnut eyes demanded attention.
“ Sssssssssh.
it’s just for now ….. enjoy it ”
– away is the traveller, away to home.