Posted in Lies

Accomplice

When we returned after seven years
the economy was in hibernation
vacancies a prom queen
multiple suitors
best behaviour queues.

It’s not what I would have chosen
but after 14 months choice wasn’t
if acceptance was a wine
tasting notes would have read
a surge of gratitude …. relief the long taste.

She asked why I was leaving
candour said too many staff had been here too long
assertive had evolved to aggressive
their manner best described as courteous hostility.
Did she know what I meant?
“No.”

Resignation must be written
reasons to be stated
a requirement for HR protocols.
A pause.

Concern makes its first appearance
musing out loud –  as if just thought of
personnel records remain on file
available to auditors from head office.
Just write something brief
about departure to pursue new opportunities.

Eyes meet.
Dishonesty as request – not instruction.
Protest forms and then remembers
14 months of breath held wish
and envelope crushed hope.
Gratitude had made repayment in full. Relief still owed her.

Posted in Lies

Legends

In the workplace
some live on
even when long gone.
Forever remembered
for humour
for proficiency
for single-mindedness.

Love and respect are not enough
the immortal must frighten as well
known without ever being met
stories diffuse through the workplace ether.
Present and absent. Living ghosts.

She had already been archived
before I was catalogued
the same periodical
different sections. Separate editions
one unread
the other
thumb stained reference.

One afternoon a solemn exodus – a funeral
it is hers.
Respect sighs through the corridors
they don’t make them like that any more
“lucky she wasn’t here when…”

While the hierarchy is absent
a new story
not recycled or framed.

Drinking + driving + dark = death
a man on a bike.
raining apparently
“poorly lit probably
she didn’t mean to
wrong place, wrong time
something that could happen to anybody.”
It is never mentioned again.